Jumat, 04 November 2011

h-7

mm maaf sebelumnya, mau share2 post-an di tumblr yg kata2nya lagi 'guebgt' :3

i think about those days when you used to care about me almost every second of everyday. those days when my voice was enough to make your day, where you would find time just to see me even just for a while. seriously, i hate myself for playing all of our sweet memories in my head over and over again. because if doesn't deny the fact, i'm still yeaming for you. that i'm still stuck in the past. that i haven't moved on.


you came to me with a smile -> and I-LOVE-YOU -> but you loves somebody else :( -> you know?you hurt me. 

yes, i'm scared. yes, i'm jealous.  i'm scared that you think she's pretty. i'm scared that you will find her more interesting. i'm scared that you will think she's so much better than me. and yes i'm jealous that she gets to see you. i'm jealous that you talked to her. i'm jelaous that you han fun with her. i'm scared. i'm jealous.


it hurts me everytime you act like you don't care.


sometimes i just want to poke you and say "dude, i'm right here. why wont you talk with me?i miss you so much."


i'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. i make mistakes. i am out of control at times hard to handle. sifat buruk gue


single is not a status. it is a word that best describes a person who is strong enough to live and enjoy life without depending on others.


dan ini permohonan yg amat sangat tulus dari lubuk hati :'3 ................
keep calm and move on to a perfect stranger WKWKWKW :p